I have feelings too and I think I deserve to know how to get back my girlfriend. I am still human. All I want is to be loved, for myself and for my talent. I’ve tried to restore myself when I'm alone but I don’t see the point of doing such without my girlfriend, I would hate to admit but I’m lost without her. At first, I'm trying to prove to myself that I'm a person who can go on without her.  But I convinced myself instead that I'm not actor.